Married life

Don't get me wrong.  I love my husband but sometimes he drives me absolutely crazy! We have been arguing so much lately and over silly little things too! He apologizes but then it happens all over again!  I know things aren't easy right now with the six of us being smushed together like we are but times are tough and we are a family.  He seems to think that my life is so easy!  Yes, I think that his life is easy too but...  Sure he gets up and goes to work five days a week.  I get up and work too.  I may not get paid but what I do daily is work!  I have three kids at home during the week and then all four on the weekend.  I change diapers, cook, do dishes, laundry, and vacuum.  I have to deal with the kids fighting and getting after things, in-laws right next door who try to tell you how you should do things and what it was like way back when.  I also have to deal with all of his friends childish drama!  I don't even remember the last time he has cooked anything!  How does he expect me to not be tired when he gets home!

I don't know anymore.  I feel so lonely and lost right now.  I honestly feel like a single parent sometimes.  From now on I'm just going to go about my daily life and when he's home...I don't know.